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Robert Webber. I could keep on but what would be the point what do I know.? May God bless you Rachel. Stay blessed!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh my goodness I feel u on such a deep level soo much on this.. Attending church is physiologically too difficult for me. Everyday I think of the times that I was sexually abused as a child. Seeing a church from the road gives me anxiety and going inside I break out in sweats and get the shakes. I know God is everywhere and I can talk directly to him without attending any kind of church service.
I wish there was somewhere children could go to for help if they are sexually abused by an adult.
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The thing is, some children do not know that they are being abused. I was sexually abuse by my cousins n brothers n I kept it inide of me for years. I started attending a Christian Church n started going to woman retreats n God has shown me his love for me. Chris Tucker Hello. This is absolutely evil and unconscionable. I, too, was abused as a child, but not in church. There is help out there for PTSD, and recovering from sexual abuse. I hope and pray you avail yourself of it. Another reason for not going: …I was 45 years in music ministry.
It just feels weird to sit in the pews after so many years of being actively involved in worship and sitting at the front. No glory, believe me! But I enjoyed the process of being involved. Now that illness has forced me to retire, I just do not feel comfortable going to church, except on the occasions where I am filling in for the current musician. It is a dislocation kind of thing! I really think the today church totally is not what God head in mind, people run from church to the world because of the confusion u find. I have been saved for 10 years, called but nobody cared about my calling, rather was only used for something else.
Today I just want to go out there preach to non believers and come home. I no longer have that joy of going to fellowship. I really think we should only use home sells to fellowship not church that needs more than Faith. Today church feels like jail. Something is wrong. Listen to all this people hurting so bad, because of today church. Something is horribly wrong. There for we have to change and work with the church to make it better, when they will let us.
Regarding point 5. This is not exclusive to us, as God uses many people in many walks of life to be three-dimensional thinkers who become great innovative achievers. I have spent time both in and out of the church. My first 6 years out of the church was the most spirituality productive ever. I drew so close to God and He taught me all sorts of things about Him, laid a solid foundation in the scriptures, how to get healed delivered set free from strongholds, addictions, bond ages, receive miracles and breakthroughs in my own life. Things that I never ever learnt in all my 12 yrs in the church.
Church is for spiritual babies and people who just want to play and have their bottoms wiped by others. I am so much more happy and stable outside the church walls and being much more productive as a believer in reaching the lost, discipling and changing our world. That is not to brag but its the truth. Rachel, I very much appreciate this, as I in some ways find your experiences corresponding with my own. Blessings to you! Because of what I now do i spend a great deal of time on my own, I believe it is a price we have to pay if we want to be close to Godand really know Him.
I do love it this way because I have less interference and less persecution. The loneliness and isolation can be hard at times but I am finding that if i stay in worship daily, ask God for the right people to fellowship with during each week then I can strike a good balance.
Churches to me at the moment are a place to visit but not to live if that makes sense? Rachel, spending time with others in fellowship is church. I think for the most part it has to be people who are authentic like the people you are asking God for to come into your life. I know people are going to get offended by this but church should not be number one in your life. That pursuit of really pouring into God should be number one in your life, that relationship with Him.
Let Him eventually give you the desire to attend a church someday. The only way I can attend church is by taking my eyes off of people and completely focusing on God. If you are not there yet that is okay. What I am reading in a lot of these posts is that people are looking for something outside of themselves when they should be looking on the inside and let God fill whatever we are missing. I believe that is what you are doing. This article is terrible. It is pretty much telling hurting church leaders to get over their pain.
What a joke. Great read!! Raised Roman Catholic, I attended a private nun-haunted school. Although there are a few okay nuns, most were elderly, mean, and not suited to dealing with young children. That said, I did not attend mass for many years, feeling I was unworthy. When I married a lapsed Lutheran, we decided to joint an Evangelical church.
Then, finally, we joined a Lutheran church in our Minneapolis suburb. The others were okay. We left after two years. I think of churches as man-organized businesses. My relationship with Jesus Christ is eternal. At least most businesses in the private sector throw a little money your way if you work for them. I am not bitter; however, if I did see the above-mentioned woman anywhere, I would ask her to please step away from me. Churches, as is the world, are full of people who think they know better, know everything, are insulting, and just plain insidious.
I know this to be the truth, as I have a sister supposedly a devout Roman Catholic who is this way. I do not intend to ever speak to her again. I would like to apologize on behalf of the church. Reclusive christianity is a wonderful place for those hurt by the church. As our churches give up sound doctrine and biblical teaching for what seems a mixture of what our itching ears want to hear and thrill rides for the so called unbelievers, we Christians get left in our sin and trespasses without the gospel that sets us free.
I need the law preached and explained from the pulpit each week to bring me to repentance. All of these things come from the text being read in context. Sadly, this is extremely rare these days. The qualities you mentioned are a red flag that she feels incredibly lost here on earth. For this we Christians can only empathize and try to listen to what the meaning is behind the actions and somehow love.
I understand your isolation. No need to feel any guilt. I would recommend taking the time you would have spent at church to develop your own belief in the text. Again, I understand and my deepest apologies. Grace and peace to you. Honestly, I just want to pray, but Anglicanism is fairly dead in the U. Maybe the church is flawed. Same here, I feel church has shifted focus, its no longer about Christ but about something unknown. I even asked myself if the idea of today church iscrealky what God had in mind. Your comment resonates with me because I, too, went to Catholic school all of my life and have experienced the meanness of many of the nuns who taught me.
I once worked for a Catholic non-profit center that catered to women experiencing a crisis pregnancy. People on the outside thought we were one big happy family but in reality, we were one big back-stabbing dysfunctional family. Since the receptionist was not college-educated, they kept reducing her hours until she asked to be laid off so that she could collect unemployment.
They asked us to put it in writing. I put it off as long as I could since I did not feel comfortable doing such a thing, but they insisted that I provide in writing what I had observed with her. Good to see you! Have a nice day and thank you for all that you do. He also heard confessions. He heard her confessions. This represented a very strong conflict of interest to me and between that and some other things that I had observed there, I put in my resignation. They did not take it well and seemed to hold it against me. I could not tell them the truth about why I was leaving my job with them.
They were unfair with me and thought I should work weekends and stay longer in the evenings because I did not have any children. Because of this, my personal life was not seen as important or valuable. I was newly married and lived 50 miles away. Yet, they seemed to think that I should spend all my free time there because I had nothing else better to do with my time. I thought many times that I should report them for discrimination but seeing how they internally operated, I decided against it, feeling as though they would somehow try to ruin my professional reputation. I observed that these so-called Christians were very vengeful.
They also treated many of the women who went there for help with their pregnancies very poorly. One woman was so sick from morning sickness that she could barely walk to the bathroom to vomit. I pointed to her where the bathroom was and she ran to the bathroom reserved for employees only. I was speechless. She insisted the woman take a pregnancy test which I can understand but when she could barely walk I told her to just set the urine sample on the counter. I had planned to take care of it and do the pregnancy test there since the poor lady was so weak.
They are very lucky this woman did not pass out in the process. It was all very cold to me. Anyway, I could go on an on with examples of their hypocrisy but I think you get the point. I think that there is evil everywhere, even in the places that are supposed to be the most holy. A wise and good friend once told me to view the church as one big hospital where sick people go to get well instead of seeing them as an already finished product and good Christians.
I have found this advice to be very helpful. I go to Mass to pray, to give homage to Christ,a and feel close to Him. It serves those purposes. I, for the most part, do not expect anything from my fellow parishioners. I pray for them and I let them be an example to me of what I never want to become. And I go on with my life. Just with the people that I expected too much from in the first place. Thank you all for your wonderful and thought-provoking experiences and testimonies…I am so caught up in feeling I am suppose to have a membership in a church and desiring not too due to my observations of those who are suppose be a pillar to help me encounter God and most often I am disappointed.
Anyway I do feel church can be more of a social gathering than a meeting of like-minded people who truly want to be saved. Anyway be blessed people, and may God continually be with you and guide you. I really appreciate the […]. Not Really Realizing it? In our tradition, a pastor who leaves a church retires or for whatever reason is not permitted to worship at that church until the new pastor is in place and invites the former pastor to return. That is usually a year or two.
This is intentionally designed to give the congregation time to grieve the leaving of one pastor and get ready to search for and call a new pastor — and then for that pastor to settle in. In the meantime, we are the only church of our denomination in the county- and the next closest one is 40 minutes or more away. So, sometimes, not going to church is for different reasons- and I would offer up burnout as a major factor!
Keep the posts coming! What an absolutely horrible policy! I was associate pastor in a congregation when the senior pastor retired and I was allowed to stay through the call process. When the new pastor arrived it was wonderful. I was at another congregation where I was the transition minister and the retired pastor sat in the pew every Sunday and then criticized every change, accepted the triangulation as necessary, and never allowed the congregation to move on or forward.
It was hell for everyone and made for church conflict and dysfunction. My family every time say that I am killing my time here at web, except I know I am getting knowledge everyday by reading such good posts. Website: Ling Fluent si trova in erboristeria. None of the 9 apply to me or any of the majority of clergy who refuse to step foot in a church again. Most if not all have been drug through hell by the church. We have seen the dark side and managed to get out before it sucked us dry. I left Christianity to find Christ again. Thank you for expressing my thoughts. So they disbanded the youth, only to get some one a year late who looks like them talks like them.
To reach the ones who are the same. There are more details to which I am not wanting aired out. The church that I have just resigned from is a dead church — alive in name only as was the church in Sardis. They has committed unthinkable acts and said unimaginable things about me as the pastor but because they are and have been a dead church since we began there 3 years ago, we have been able to forgive them. But because this is the only church of our denomination around for over 60 miles, my husband and I have chosen to stay here. This was no easy decision for us to make, but after much prayer and fasting, we believe this is where God has brought us and until He tells us to leave, we will remain faithful.
We have told ourselves that it could be for the two or three individuals who have been very hurt by what has been done to us, or because like the church of Sardis, we are to be the remaining faithful ones, or maybe they will repent and return to their first love, or possibly our denomination will use us to plant a new church in this area.
I, too, have done this. Thanks again. There is a change in relationship status with the church that can be challenging to navigate. Am I an ex or an alumni? Was I pushed out and unwelcome, needing to recover, or am I a graduate who was released and comes back to a reunion? Ultimately, all things have somehow been reconciled in Christ, though we may not see it yet. In that deep, mysterious truth I find surrender, rest and release. He is able and willing to restore all that the locusts have eaten, to set things right, to prepare a table before us, to bring us safely home.
I relate, however — I suffer from depression. I sit and cry and no one knows — I spend parts of my day at my secular job, in tears. I submit to whatever is going on, as I realize there is no perfect church — if it was perfect, it became imperfect the moment I arrived. I just sit. If the pastor has something that he wants me to do, I do it stuff that others may not want to do.
Still marching like a good little soldier — and I feel so, so fake!!!!! This applies not just to ex leaders but also the members of the congregation. I can relate to what your going through. Sometime gifts are not made public. God does not want us to be lifted up by our gifts but only lift him up. Keep praying, seeking God, and be faithful and God will make room for all gifts. Praying for you.
I was pleasantly surprised to find that I really enjoyed sitting in a pew after 35 years of leading worship. I completely understand what it means to leave a church after leading in one. For many years I was a deacon and a Sunday school teacher. I only had a few kids to teach and that bothered me because I felt that I was failing due to the lack of kids.
What I mean is this, once you see how the flawed, yes flawed people run a church, it is impossible to unsee. If I ever go to church on a regular basis again I will not allow anyone to see me as a potential candidate of leading anything. I have had my share of it and I am done. What exactly were you attempting to accomplish by writing this? For me, this kind of thinking, writing, and speaking was why I decided to step away from my pastoral position. Initially I intended to attend another church as a lay person and even visited a few with my family.
But after being away from it a bit and gaining some perspective, we realized how little we missed any of it. There was no intentional intellectual dishonesty on my part at the time but its liberating now knowing what I actually believe. I agree. I think the article has a lot of trite recommendations etc. Although I agree with some of it. I understand the value of the church. I also understand the issues on both sides.
I also believe most church teams lack accountability and understanding of where people are today. In a bubble with no clue. I volunteer and do my best to put blinders on to all the bull. I have plenty of my own issues for sure. That honor should be taken in a sacred mentality. Much of church sucks. But I still believe in it…. Some of us were so burnt and abused as leaders that we have PTSD about attending church the way we used to. Please add that to the list.
I agree with you Eric, wholeheartedly. It had gotten to the point, that I would go home from leading church service and would cry, cry, cry. It was hurtful to see. Eric, you are right. You realise you are surrounded by hypocrites whose mission is to destroy your life and everything you are doing no matter what good you have done for God or for them.
They are just like that. And what makes it worse is that they are your Pastor and fellow leaders. So push on soldiers. The war is not yet over! A club mentality. I am married to a former pastor who thankfully works as a full-time hospital chaplain. I was also a leader—a church musician who was driven out and hurt by people who knew me my entire life. Watched me grow up in the church. Even though this incident happened when I was 22 years old I am now 49 I still feel the wounds.
I feel a lot of guilt and shame and pain. Sending blessings of light and peace your way. Yes I agree. In our town I have a choice of two or three churches and will attend from time to time, but not looking to get involved unless the Lord tells me to. Suffered too much rejection at the church where I was a voluntary pastor. No power or presence just flesh or false anointing or wrong spirits.
I decided I wanted a divorce and I knew that if the church fired me, people would be mad. I needed a little distance. A few weeks turned into a few months, and then it got cold outside and then it rained and then I was tired and then… and then… and then…. I love my church. GPC was my church before she was my employer. Pretty much Thank you for this article. I was a part time your minister for 3 years, while also working a regular job. A lot of apply to both ministry and career. I want to go back and apply these 9 to the other areas of my life—relationships, community, small group, mentoring.
Thus is a huge find. Again thank you!! I might venture a thought on why key volunteers such as elders and key ministry leaders drop out: 1. The pastor is trained to know the scripture but has no idea how to manage or lead. The pastor has an extreme need to control all the decisions and does not know how to delegate. The pastor does not know how to lead a team or work in the context of an elder board. Key pastoral staff who do not know how to mentor staff to realize their potential.
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The churn index among staff turn over is high. Making sausage can be challenging at best. People without managerial skill sets create a reluctance to be involed in with the church in the future. Ever business man knows the importance of these qualities. It would make a good class at a seminary. It was a good article. Thanks for the thoughts. How about… Making sausage can be challenging at best. Honestly, I used to be okay with a good conflict in the past. I still lead a cell group, and I help with an intro class for the church, but I will not tolerate the garbage anymore. Most of us have unrepentant callings that linger even when we wish we could put them in hibernation.
I learned a long time ago that our gifts can also become our burdens, our blessings can become our curses. Pastors tend to be all or nothing creations. So, I have preached this unpetitioned message to say, not only should ministers help the church, but the church should utilize their ministers. I have totally quit church So hurt GOD show my a lot last few years through a very difficult time. It is part of me GOD is totally awesome fantastic But …. Ezekiel 34 is for you.
Psalm 23 is for you. He will offer you a time of healing and refreshing. Keep on praying and realize that in reality, that it is going to take time for the healing and forgiveness to take place. You realize that we all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God. Just as you are, I pray to love Once again those who have harmed me In the end we want to please the Lord Jesus Christ and bring honor and glory to His name. Lean completely on the Lord. He accomplished everything for us on the cross. John I have also experienced a similar situation where you said we have been tripped and made to stumble …..
I am not a pastor am a sister but I have been very involved in the church and I was always aware of Eph but are we to be part of the local church no matter what? It is not a case of looking to the left or to the right, the Lord knows how often true believers have to overlook such things. I would never deny the fact that Jesus Christ gave us a Biblical Church pattern..
What are we to do when words …. I love your response to this article. I have been wrestling with a feeling of detachment.
She asked my opinion and I replied. Polite but standoffish. I go to worship and we had to step back a bit. We meet our pledge and help out as volunteers when possible but it just got more and more demanding and expected for us to do more. I found this article very enlightening. Carey, to be honest, all this IS true to some extent. But, what happens if you lead, serve hard, are totally committed and then uncover fraud committed by the senior pastor and are asked to leave when you try to address it with him?
This despite persevering for months to try to resolve the issue, i. When, because of taking up the responsibility as a leader to not compromise on truth, the tables are bizarrely turned in an act of denial and defensiveness and you become the one at fault? How do you ever practically recover from that hurt?
How do you ever see the way to serve, let alone attend church, again? The bottom line GOD is still amazing awesome fantastic keep your passion on him. Healing will come if u focus on him. It took me 10 months and I struggled with a critical spirit mostly, I started to pray for God to give me his eyes for his people. God is near, he has never left lean into his strength not your strength. In my 45 years as a believer, I can say unequivocally that nearly all my deepest personal wounds have been inflicted by and through the church. So, I get that. I guess. It seemed that this was the culmination, the nexus of all the otherwise seemingly disjointed paths God had led me down for so many years.
And for six years, though it was far from easy, I was all-in. My team grew from just me and a single maintenance person to fourteen people comprising three divisions that covered maintenance, operations, and food services. Then, just as it felt we were hitting our stride, as quickly as it began out of nowhere it was over. The pastor of nearly 30 years was released under difficult circumstances and the church was in upheaval. After a year of turmoil and the team struggling hard to keep the Body pulled together, the young former associate pastor was appointed by the elders to the senior pastoral slot.
Over the next few months, I and several of my management team colleagues were dismissed and the new guard began shaping the place to suit their vision. I saw myself serving the church I loved for years to come. So, yeah. And although it may not look that way to most, I do still love the church. I do still love God. Well, as I prefaced my repost of your article, two things I know: The struggle is real. And its a lot more complicated than you think. Bless you, man. My experience sounds so similar to yours that my heart aches, not out of pity- but out of empathy. The loss is like none other… and I, like you, am still recovering three years later.
I struggle to attend weddings or funerals or any type of church function as well. I watch church online now too, not able to actually be in the church. Never thought it would be like this… not in a million years. Yet here we are. I experienced betrayal, abuse of authority, and so many politics that were tied to age discrimination it was unbelievable.
The praise team is exhausting. The effort is demoralizing. The anxiety is unnecessary. Hope is Important. Church would only serve as a platform for my personal ambitions. I choose to be Spiritual everywhere I go. I assume life to be easier either way. I can not find a church that understands the truth. They cant get past some kind of works to cover their sin. None of them have a clue of the depth of the bible. Terms like salvation, truth, eternal life, born again, kingdom of God, kingdom of Heaven, love, spirit, flesh, etc. They do not understand the spiritual walk, are all walking in the flesh and have absolutely no gifts of the spirit or fruit of the spirit although they will make up all kinds of stories to make themselves feel better.
When you try to show them the truth in scripture they attack you instead of having an iron sharpens iron type of discussion. They can not show you where you might be wrong in your understanding of the Word so they attack and run. The Bishop Stanley Searcy, Sr. Streaming live via Internet. I live in both of these cities, and these are where I attend! Check them out in person or on Facebook or Internet. You be the judge!
I appreciate the sentiment, but he really did treat the toxic Pharisees differently than he treated outsiders. Admittedly, from an outside point of view there is a fine line between a controlling and selfish leader and a cautious one who protects the congregation our Father called him to lead from toxic persons.
Personally, I agree with your points, Carey. All of them are spot on. Spirit-filled people are sometimes quite willing to reveal themselves honestly, and fearless about rejection, because they know that others who are distrustful and protecting personal secrets will often reveal those problems more readily and without being aware of it as they project bad motives onto a friendly and open Christian, rather than risk the possibility that love may actually beget love.
While advice-giving may be a bit forward and presumptuous, expecting everybody to hang back for months is perhaps instead sending the message that you actually want people to remain in hiding, instead of showing up as their true selves. Thanks for this. I do look for people who honour others around them.
Toxic people never do. I think honor is a key word. Ministry sometimes involves getting close to people and listening to their stories. The problem is that if the person trying to help is not humble they can cause more harm than good and actually push people away from the church. Everyone is different.
These by no means describe people with bad motives because personalities have absolutely nothing to do with motives. Giving excessive advice from the first meeting is rude, yes, but maybe those people just search for ways to make improvements and make a difference in the world. Toxic people are usually dishonest, hurtful, depressing, and unwilling to take responsibility for their bad behavior.
These sound like the signs of a busy body. A busy body who is good-intentioned, may just need a little direction. When people are enthusiastic about volunteering and have ideas to make things better, I would take that as a positive sign. I like when people give me ideas for improvements as well. This is great stuff and great perspective. Thanks for posting.
Wisdom here. No doubt helpful. Those of us who have been called into a leadership role have a responsibility to make wise dicisions sometimes difficult and not popular with the masses that we are held responsible for. This is great post. Wow … how could anyone think of gods children this way … does not the bible say to love one another and to hate the sin but love the sinner?? Are we not called to be salt and the light of the world? I think this will always be a controversial post, but I stand by it. If not, I strongly recommend it. And I do believe this is a Christian response.
Cloud has been toxic to the Church. You may be coming from reading Cloud, but this is not necessarily good, as Cloud wrote that boundaries book that caused people to get rid of toxic people and cause schisms in the church, rather than counseling people to stick it out. The guy in 6 got in trouble after reading Cloud half the time, or else he tried to buck the person who did. If you step back a minute and realize as a Pastor, you come on strong from the first minute, 1.
They come on too strong this blog has a lot of marketing gimmicks and SEO tactics on it 2. They tell rather than waiting to be asked You were preaching at me before asking me a thing 4. They want to be the center of attention see comments to points 1 and 2 5. You hear from them far too often in the first month First time on your blog is like a whiff of whoa, slow down there with the feed filled with recommendations of what advise I should take next from you 6. They have a track record of moving around.
Cloud and Jesus were not on the same wavelength. Best wishes. I believe it was Cloud and Townsend back then, though, perhaps the two have split since then. I have been far more surprised at the number of people who have almost no boundaries and suffer needlessly for years. In my view, Cloud and Townsend remain a gift to many people and leaders.
Carey, I agree whole heartedly with you! Cloud and Townsend have blessed so many with the importance of setting boundaries — both with ourselves and with others. God has given us boundaries to abide to as well. I find that those who do not abide by boundaries usually use members of the church as targets, to manipulate and use them so that they do not have to take responsibility for their own lives. I fully realize that as Christians we are to reach out to others, and most of us do. However, my experience has shown me that there are some people who have no desire to change and are not willing to accept help or counselling that would help them deal with their situations.
In effect they drain others emotionally, physically and financially. This often results in the genuine needs of others who truly need help and sincerely want to change, not being helped. Setting healthy boundaries is essential. Jesus helped those that genuinely wanted help, and wanted to change.
Sadly, some people never want to change or take responsibility for their lives. And that is their right to make that choice. But, it is also their responsibility to be accountable to their choices. Have you read Jesus love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that despite fully use you? Easier said than done, I totally agree. I keep complaining about a similar person in my church but I feel I have not done my part to pray enough for them. I like what you suggest to walk them off, but then Jesus expects us to love.
He engaged even the toxic Pharisees, even dining with some of them. Of course they plotted and succeeded to get him killed and God had a better plan in all -even used — their hatred. Of course we must be guarded in wise ways but Carey, even toxic people cannot split a church single handedly. Sometimes all toxic people do is exacerbate a bad situation and offer themselves as scapegoats, really.
God bless you with more insights. I think I would be more concerned with people who have funky unbiblical ideas. In my experience I have been involved with toxic pastors. The pastor I grew up with started out as a very dynamic pastor who grew a church from nothing to a congregation in a predominately Catholic town. I was 19 at the time. In one of the services I was attending, the Pastor mentioned that there was a car in the lot that had the side bashed in.
And again the pastor was a very dynamic person, so yes I do evaluate pastors in this same manner. But the interesting part of this article is that it sounds like the person you are describing is the apostle Peter. I love that you still love the church. For sure…this could describe at some level Peter, except toxic people mean ill, not good. Peter had good intentions, and Jesus worked with him. Yes that is true. I have probably never met a better christian in this generation as you. Continue to grow strong in the Lord. I am a pastor reading all these has just strengthened my resolve for balance and thoughtfulness in utterance.
It has been translated thousands of times through hundreds of ancient languages and dialects and retranslated into all current languages in several different versions. How do you determine from that what god wants? The problem with Christianity today is people follow the bible instead of God, and since the bible has so many opposite instructions that people are forced to pick and choose what to follow, which is what leads to people thinking Gays are abominations but still sin by eating meat and cheese together and would never stone their daughter to death if she got pregnant without permission both are also in the bible.
The judgement of who will go to heaven and who will go to hell is up to God and God alone, and being hateful shatters one of the biggest of the 10 commandments, to love thy neighbor. Please, people, learn to separate religion from God, because too many put their faith in the wrong one. Obviously you do not understand or take things in context or understand the timing and who at what point are being spoken to in the Bible.
You do not reference Bible interpretation of Bible back between the different times of the Bible. You should also research the Dead Sea Scrolls and you will find that the interpretation of the language has pretty much been perfect, even punctuation. The translations words into other languages do you have some problems but there is plenty of study literature to send you back to the original and with in-depth definitions of the original words the actual truth of what was originally written is still available.
Nobody asked for a light-bulb. Nobody asked for a computer. Nobody asked the American colonies what their grievances were. In fact, they were ignored even so. Human beings should not wait for other human beings to ask for things before they freely offer them, be they ideas, suggestions, comments, demands, or otherwise. This article is in direct contention with free speech, and promotes the discrimination of people with a mind of their own. These are people who make you look bad. Be honest. Great insight. Coming from a toxic family I can speak from experience, toxic people are remorseless and purposely abusive and destructive.
Their toxicity is the core of who they are. They see no reason and have no desire to change. If you let your guard down they will not only damage, but outright destroy a person or an organization. They thrive on attention, power, and control. Praying the whole time for you and them of course!
Thanks for this post! Heather…thank you. These are good all around flags. Sorry to hear about your background. Glad you can see it for what it is and move forward in love. Thank you so much for your honest post. They do exist, and can and will destroy your entire life if you let them. Christianity is not about tolerating bad behavior. Some people are downright dangerous, and the flock needs to be protected from them. You are absolutely right, these are the same characteristics of people who are abusive in romantic relationships.
Thanks again. Everyone with a mental illness is evil and beyond hope and redemption? In the pastorate, you may have those people who are the most willing individuals who want to serve.
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These people are well intentioned, and they carry with them longevity, and serve faithfully. However, there is a fuzzy boundary between serving with grace, and serving with an unhealthy or unhelpful expectancy. One would hope that together, the willing servants, and the pastor would be able to serve together humbly. Timotheos…thanks for this. You are right. When I started ministry I read a piece by Lyle Schaller who warned about church matriarchs and patriarchs who behave as you describe. Thank you for this article. I have been pastoring more than 20 years and I appreciate your insights.
They are very true. Detecting them early is the best way to go. The Bible clearly advices us not to accociate with tocic people who destroy. By the way, I am not denying there are such people as described above. Secondly I find board members and pastors gossiping and slandering individuals in the church a common occurance over my 39 years of gathering such data. Further, as a class, board members and elders seem to blatantly violate the teachings of stewardship in the old and new testaments.
Yet these eldors thrive for decades in our evangelical churches despite their violating the requirements for basic Christianity let alone the more stringent requirements for elders. This statement is not true of all churches, and is more common in large evangelical churches located in the suburbs of large cities in the US. I was stunned to see this wealthy individual elected over other proven men.
The pastor told me he had selected them due to their stewardship large donations to the building fund. Two years late the rich elder had divorced his wife of 23 years and replaced her with a woman that was 2 years older than his oldest daughter. Christian maturity is something utterly different than what some in the church think it is.
Sorry to hear that. Seems like a sweeping generalization. Our pastor fits 5 of the 6 items on your list all except moving around a lot. I encourage them to have a mature conversation with the pastor 1 on 1 and to resist fawning behavior. They carry with them list of things they would never do as a pastor. This was the third church I have attended in 39 years as a Christian. I have moved on to a small church of 60 members but wanted to share my experience. I have a list of what to watch out for to see if you have a toxic pastor. Conformity to Christ. If they act like prima donnas to their staff and then act like well-balanced transparent leaders from the pulpit known as faking maturity move on to a church with a pastor with some emotional and spiritual maturity who is not a hypocrite.
I attended this church for over ten years thinking that I could encourage the pastor and staff to be unified and mature together. The staff was too afraid to share the pain of their pastoral mistreatment. And the pastor was careful to only act that way behind closed doors.
Again…so sorry to hear this. Great information thank you so much for your blogs. I have only been a pastor for a little over 2 years and I am still learning. Sharon…this is such an encouraging note. I love this community and how we can all learn from each other! Great post. It tells me that the system is cautious and closed. If a congregation sets up a dynamic where everyone has to be vetted and personally invited into leadership, many healthy and enthusiastic folks may walk back out the door to find a place that welcomes them with appreciation.
I can fall short of being meek and patent like most others, but like Many want live righteous. I guess I just hope for my short comings my church still takes me seriously. All of us our flawed people Andrew, but not everyone is toxic. Toxic people are people who damage many others. Of course they were never at fault anywhere or played any part in any church conflict of any kind. Church boards, you NEED to check references and make calls to previous churches of where a job candidate served. Several years ago our church missed doing that and got burned in a big way.
The person had a reputation for causing church splits and had burned many bridges. Do you know why churches are closing left and right? I have been recently asked to leave a church for disagreeing with the Pastor. This is after I heard the message on how it is ok to disagree… Until I disagreed. Many church Pastors, not all, but most thrive on control, and misappropriate authority, and lord it over people.
Most people are not toxic when you love them instead of judge them. Gives those of us trying to create healthy climates some encouragement. I pray you find a great church! Jim, just like there can be toxic members there can also be toxic leaders…but thats a whole other article. I have a pastor friend who is literally all 6 of these. How can I help him in this. Good for you for caring enough to want to help. You might be.
You might not be. Just let me know. I wholeheartedly agree with this post. Very few people think only of themselves all the time. They are a small minority, but they have the resilience to spoil it for everyone. Sad, but true. Fools find no pleasure in understanding but delight in airing their own opinions. I recently concluded a four year ministry in Mexico,without getting into to much detail,I can say my experience left me with a new appreciation with the Lords advice of not giving what is holy to dogs and casting our pearls before swine.
The Gospel and knowledge we bring is the most valuable thing anyone can possess and we should act accordingly. I also learned to be way more choosy about the Christians[ and ministries I align myself with because many of them are not from God or at a minimum not walking in the Spirit, which is essentialy the same. Keeping wolves away from your sheep or keeping tares from gaining root in the body is not being un Chrisitan it is following Scripture. Just look at all of the self centered ways they acted before Jesus returned to them in a glorified body.
He stuck with them and returned to them. The accounts go on and on. I will choose to do what Jesus did and continue to let God work out the messes. And this coming from someone who has left organized church planting ministry for a decade working with all types of wild ones with agendas.
The one I found that could not change and was the most toxic was the one who was supposed to be the pastor of the pastors. When things became toxic to the point of hurting my family I put up a clear boundary and said adios. I said I must go. Sadly to many are viewing this wrong… this is more about the ministry teams of the church. It does not reflect on those that need to be ministered to. In a simple way, I would not want to go to a doctor who could not control his drug us and expect to get sound advice on how to not use drugs.
True we all sin but we should not be out of control or how could we lead others into the light. The shepherds calling is also to protect the ministry, lead the ministry into godly work, and make sure the scripture is followed. There is no way to please everyone but we should be more respectful as Followers of Christ. Cloud, though a respected leader with many helpful things to say, is not a substitute for the authority of Scripture that is so lacking in this piece! Sir, you are portraying yourself as very judgmental not discerning. Our leading styles are way different, his being demanding and controlling.
This demeanor of superiority has lead to alienation from our team members and distanced us from our church body. The inner turmoil I struggle with is great. I am to the point of resolving to do ministry separate from him, which breaks my heart becasue my desire is to work along my husband and serve our God together. This strengthens a marriage, being a know it all kills it.
Not being able to talk about this is also frustrating, as I do not want to berate my husband to our church family he has his good points too. It just seems I spend so much time as a referee and peace keeper for the sake of those he hurts, then he directs his anger with toxic accusations to me and my daughter.
Believe me I have spent many hours in prayer and still only feel emotionally abused and manipulated and spiritually inadequate. This has lead to our removal from ministry positions which I never experienced personally before we married.
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Probably a male spiritual leader because it sounds like he has woman issues. You may need to provide some Godly consequences for your husband. The other thing you need to do is stop cleaning up his messes and protecting him from the consequences of his actions. Emotional Manipulators are very dangerous to the environment in which they live, be it church, business, home, etc.
Look up Emotional Manipulators on the Internet. Luke Plus, we have to remember that Jesus was more of a traveling evangelist and not a pastor. He chose his followers those he chose to work with more closely. Our church structure is set up very differently than the way Jesus operated. Some of the folks who are in our churches are probably the ones Jesus did not choose to follow him. It also might be a reason Jesus did not stay in any given synagogue.
Good luck learning about Emotional Manipulators. I pray your learning helps you heal. The person you are describing sounds like a person with Aspergers or someone with other deficient social skills. The commenter who talks about the member who spreads gossip and tries to turn people against one another?
THAT definitely sounds like a toxic person. My son is a dear who is eager to help, but he comes on like this. Throughout my life, patient mentors have made the difference in my life and helped me grow into a useful member of society and an effective volunteer activist. Tread carefully! Thank you for that caution.
I have friends with Aspergers and this description is very different. Hope that helps! I was raised by a sociopath with bi polar disorder and was never modeled appropriate behavior. Before that, as a child, I used tv as a behavioral handbook as you can imagine, that was hit or miss. Heather thanks for sharing your story. I really appreciate it. This post was directed at people who want influence and power or who intend to harm others, which is very different than belonging.
Appreciate you sharing your story. Toxic people, are well, toxic. An unhealthy person can infect RT cnieuwhof: Are some people just toxic? Well, yes. I am a Youth Director currently cleaning up the damage from a toxic person. This person has been asked to meet with the Pastor to get to the root and He for a time is willing to council with them. This person is welcome to participate in any other way other than leadership. As for me, I wish I had read this article years ago! A toxic person brings the focus to them. They say verbiage that they are doing what they are doing for others, but it becomes very apparent its about them.
Then they say what was already said, but in their words which apparently is better. They are very committed week after week, so you are thankful cause not many people are, so you keep them around until you have worn yourself out trying to make them happy. They use the Holy Spirit as their excuse to do the things or say the things they believe they must do or say. They do not respect authority. I can not give this person enough, they never feel needed.
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Interestingly enough, feeling needed for them is leading worship, but not spending 5 hours at annual fall event we have just helping with activities and spending time with teens relationship. That actually happened. That was the straw that broke the camels back. I can not express the freedom, relief, joy in ministry since this person has been removed.
Some of the teens who left are making their way back as well. The focus is back on the youth. I pray for this person regularly and hope they can be healed because their are definitely crippling things in their life. And yes, this person has gone to a few different churches in the past having the same problems. I believe this is the toxic person Pastor Carey is referring too! Head his advise! Apparently some of the folks writing here have never dealt with truly toxic individuals.
Because they will, it is their intention — whether it is a conscience decision or not. These are not the hurting and sick, they are the ones who intend to hurt and divide. And then there are wolves. Biblically, as a pastor or church leader, you cannot tolerate them doing the things mentioned in this article in your church. Great job Carey, thanks for bringing truth. Those are very normal people that we will work with for years to come!
This post is about people who want to damage ministry for their own gain. Thankfully, they are rare. In my experience, I only have met 3 working at a large church for many years. They were: 1 — A woman who actively tried to turn friends and church members against one another through vicious gossip. He turned people away because of his bragging of his own knowledge, despite being kindly confronted by caring people who tried to explain why his tactics were turning people away.
We soon learned he wrote a book about it a terrible, unBiblical book, mind you and was trying to gain attention to promote his book. He yelled at teenagers who attended a church dinner… their first time at church. Those were truly toxic people who caused others to leave our church, and sometimes their faith. HUGE difference, and a good one to be aware of before attacking the author of this post! Amanda…this is exactly what I was talking about. Thank you for the helpful, clarifying comment! I would never go to your church. Jesus said it was not the healthy who need a doctor but the sick.
Thank god in his grace I never came across someone like you into battles with depression and anxiety. Luisa…I appreciate that this article might have surprised you, but I promise you that some people do not mean well. They are toxic. They are not just depressed or anxious. I have many people I work with regularly who struggle with a whole variety of issues. But toxicity is different.
As Dr. If you allow too many toxic people in your organization, it will make your organization toxic. I think Don is right above. Carey, I agree with Luisa. I cannot understand why you are so offended at this article. It happens. There are people in churches who demand way too much attention and boundaries help regulate stuff so that their demands to infringe on the vision.
Your accusation makes YOU sound toxic. If the church will not love and help them, or at the very least, for starters, hold up a mirror to them to show them how they are affecting others, then who will, in a way that will point them to the kind of life they were meant to live? Emily…good point. The Bible says that the Lord restores our soul, Psalm 23, so he can and does restore pople. It sounds like you are thinking on the lines of the best way to move your church forward and for it to be healthy and protecting people from being hurt which is admirable, but Jesus said that he came for all and that means toxic people, so would it not be healthier to ask the Holy Spirit how you can love toxic people better.
Have a good bible word based discipleship course within the Church, training people up and starting with the basics. When everyone is moving in love towards others it will eliminate fear and help to change bad patterns, along with the word and the spirit, its the anointing that breaks the yoke. Maybe the questions to ask is why is that person toxic, what have they been through in their life, can I get some people who are stringer in the Church to come alongside them and disciple them and have heart to see them set free.
This is the same for any Church you will get new converts who will come in with all sorts of issues, have you got anything in place for these people, discipleship, mentoring, healing prayer etc. Church can be a spiritual hospital.
Love is the key and sometimes I think we take on worldy ways of doing things that can verge on humanism. Some great points here. I think one of the differences between a dangerous toxic person and one who is not dangerous is their willingness to get well. The weapon to use is love.
That would sure help to see peoples character grow! I mean the people on the Love team I mean its easy to love people who are willing to change or people we like etc. True love is different than human love, its activating Gods love so it permeates into our love and how we react etc. But we can do all thing through Christ, so we can do it by abiding in him and by the spirit.
Or we you asked? I agree with you on the whole, but just saying. Also, Protestantism kind of dwells on schisms. Unity expresses itself in many ways. One of my favourite things about the cities in which we minister is that the pastors of various denominations all support and encourage each other. Thanks for these 6 warning signs. They provide a great filter for someone early in their ministry like me to tame the eagerness of having anyone and everyone with energy and ideas at the table. Thankfully, I have had the experience as a youth pastor to see the damaging effects of toxic people, on a church.
What if the toxic person is your pastor or his wife? Everything was fine as long as I showed up and supported what they wanted to do. I even started a ministry at the church that is still going strong after 5 years. I did attend for a few weeks prior to joining, because I wanted to get to know things and people.